So today I find myself really missing Faith. I want to hold her so bad. I really hate the What if I did choose to ventilate her? Would she be around. At the same time even if I did I don't think she would have even made it to that point because she lived around 12 minutes so they wouldn't have had enough time to get her hooked up.
The point of that day after everyone had left and it was Will, Faith and I, deep down inside I just hoped she would suddenly just start crying because she needed to be fed. I hoped that they were so wrong and she was still alive. I miss her and it is not fair. Why did I have to come home empty handed? Why??????????????
Anna
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