Saturday, October 23, 2010


Here is the video I made for Faith's funeral. It is also posted on YouTube as well.


Tuesday, October 19, 2010

3 Months

October 15 marked Faith's 3mth anniversary. It was a difficult day. Will and I were both off. We went to the flower shop and got a rose for the cemetary. We went to the grave site. It was very emotional time. Later on the night at 7pm it was the wave of light. To remember all of our little angels. Also October 15 was Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness day.

Since being back to work it is still a struggle to keep my emotions intact. Being at home I was able to shelter myself from it. I bite my tongue a lot so I don't take it out on my co-workers. Sometimes I wonder how much long before I speak my mind. God Help me on that one please.


Saturday, October 9, 2010

Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Week

Most of you are not aware of this week unless you have experienced this yourself. October 9-15th is that week. October 15, is the official Pregnancy and Infant Loss day. So if you have experienced it yourself or know someone who has at 7pm light a candle in memory of that angel baby. It is called the Wave of Light.


Thursday, October 7, 2010

Update -Work

Well it has been almost 3 weeks since I have returned to work. I never thought I would be this excited to return to work. There are some tough days, as I work in retail. Sometimes a someone will walk by me with a newborn baby girl and there are days I hold back the tears. Most of the time when I notice an infant seat I try to look away. My first week back a co-worker said to me, "Aww Anna look at the baby.". I am thinking to myself, you dummy! How could you say something like that to me. It is not like she didn't know what I went through. She knew very well. After the customer left I told her, "I still struggle to look at a newborn." Her response, "I don't envy you.". She didn't even apologize for it. So I only talk to her unless I have to, only work related stuff.

I am enjoying working my new aisles, kitchen, linens and cleaners. So far I find it so much easier to manage. We even got scanners at work now too. No more grouping everything by price. Just scan and bag! The odd items we still have to enter in manually but it is a lot better.