Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Less that 12 Weeks to Go

Less than 12 weeks to go until Faith arrives. The closer I get to August 27th, the hardest it gets. I just want her to come out alive and well. Breathing on her own. Totally healed of this diagnosis.

The hardest thing today was going to the funeral home to pre-plan her funeral. Hoping that it won't be necessary. I got to see where the chapel is. I had to try and take deep breaths. It felt like something was choking me. This is so hard to go through. Sometimes I feel so alone because I don't really know anyone who has to carry a baby to term knowing that medically speaking she will not live. At the same time living in faith that God will intervene.


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