Days are getting better. I still have the moments where I will break down and cry. There are times when I look at Faith's picture and I just want to hold her so bad. I am looking forward to the day when I get to hold her again. The waiting sucks but it will be worth it.
This morning I wasn't feeling the greatest but the thing that really stood out to me was that I really wanted to go to church. This mornings message was on Jehovah Rapha, the Lord our Healer, Exodus 15:26. I was able to sit through hearing the message without getting angry. For a long time any message on healing made me angry. I would ask God, "Why didn't you heal my baby?". I guess that is progress.
Anna
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