tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1779761009864185674.post255200704172900111..comments2013-02-16T03:59:40.725-05:00Comments on Journey of Faith: StrugglesJourney of Faithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06409361305494198085noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1779761009864185674.post-14744008603233356192010-10-04T10:07:57.450-04:002010-10-04T10:07:57.450-04:00Dear Bella, termination is not the easy way out, i...Dear Bella, termination is not the easy way out, it is far from it, it is the hardest thing I have ever done in my life. <br /><br />Dear Anna, I know where you are as I delivered my baby girl on 11th August. Malaika had the same diagnosis as Faith. There is not much I can say or I want to say, but don't lose faith. God never left you and yes we know what kind of sacrifice God made for us and yes he has his son, but he also holds our little angels in his hand, keeping them safe until we join them. No child could be in better hands than in his.<br /><br />I know you are angry, but don't be angry at the Lord for we do not know what his plans are we have to trust in him, just like a child trusts their parents.<br /><br />God Bless you and Will for you are truly special people and God has a plan for you.<br /><br />At present you maybe temporarily harassed by all kinds of trials. This is no accident. It happens to prove your faith which is infinitely more valuable than gold." 1Peter 1:6-7<br /><br />The things you<br />wish were most removed<br />from your life are often<br />the very things that God<br />is using to shape you<br />and make you into the<br />believer of character He<br />wants you to be. <br /><br />As much as it hurts I like to try and believe that he has A plan for us. Keep safe and blessedAnonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17128354929257471335noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1779761009864185674.post-32515990005942665022010-09-13T00:11:33.365-04:002010-09-13T00:11:33.365-04:00Dear Anna,
I have been reading your fb comments &a...Dear Anna,<br />I have been reading your fb comments & just found your Journey of Faith! I look at you and I dont feel pity....I do feel your pain but not pity! I look at you and see a wonderful women of God with great strenght and courage. You were told the risks of having your little girl & yet you stood firm in your faith! You did everything a good mother would do to care for her unborn child...hoping and praying and believing the doctors where wrong. Most women would of took the easy way out and aborted. Your love & faith for your child was so strong and that alone makes you a great mother!<br />I do understand your emotions are high and you have every right to them Anna.Its your time to morn your loss. I say cry Anna and cry some more but bring those tears to Jesus.You suffered the greatest loss any mother could indure and only He can truely heal. As for being mad at God.....I to have been in this place and come to know bad things happen to good people its how we respone to it all is what God is looking at. Did God cause this to happen...NO way! He loves you more then you love your little girl. He would never want you to suffer that way. Just like you would never want her to suffer. You are His child and His heart breaks with every tear you shed.<br />All I know is everything we go throw in life is a test. All this anger you have for God.....what are you going to do with it Anna. Its your choice Anna....are you going to run from Him or are you going to run to Him! <br />Dont worry about people seeing you crying at church. That is the place we are to heal and many many many tears have fallen there. So step up to the alter Anna and plant your face at the throne of grace and cry for months....however long it takes. There is living, healing water that flows onto that alter Anna and its yours for the taking. I know you can do this...you have shown your strenght and courage and I will tell you this there will be times you will feel like your guts have been ripped right out of you on that alter. Its all part of the healing process and your pain is so very real. Run to Him again and again until you can hold of picture of your little girl and not weep no more.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04725052144781427487noreply@blogger.com